Purgatory Week

Hay grabe… ‘purgatory week’ na naman.. wala pa masyadong mga exams pero dehado naman sa requirements. Mabuti na lang at natapos ko lahat sa bawat takdang oras ng mga ito. Nakakainis nga lang dahil ayoko ulet mangyari ang mga naganap noon. Biruin mo ba naman walang connection kanina sa PLDT DSL! Lintek! Ewan ko ba kung bakit sa lahat nang mabibiktima kami pa.. Kaya hayun, very unproductive ko ng gabing yaon. Sa halip, nanood na lang ako ng “Raising Helen”. Ano pa magagawa ko? Panira talaga ng gabi at umaga yun.. Wala ngang DSL, pati ba naman GPRS ko, WALA RIN?!?!? Iniisip ko tuloy na parang pinagtritripan kami.. Lahat na nga ng korporasyon nagsisitaas ng mga presyo tapos itong mga kompanyang ito, ganito gagawin samen? Hay… pero buti na lang at tapos na lahat… term paper na lang ang poproblemahin ko… ^^ Sana matapos na rin itong linggo na to.. gusto ko namang matulog nang mahimbing matapos ang paghihirap dahil sa Purgatory Week.. habang ngayon ko pa lang madadaanan ang Hell Week sa diliman. Nagkandahalu-laho na ang mga iskedyul ng mga eksamen. Pero hinding-hindi ko talaga makakalimutan ang nangyari kahapon.. at yun ang nagbibigay sa akin ng kaunting inspirasyon sa aking mga ginagawa bagaman kaunting sandali na lang ang mga nalalabi… Kaya’t mag-aaral muna ako ngayon, at bukas ay magkikita kami ulet.. sana naman maalala niya yung bolpen na hiniram niya saken.

Inspiration Chronicles: Part III

Phew, even though this post would seem to be a late one, (today is Oct 6, 2004) I just wanna have a reminiscence of what had happened at this day. … Well, after havin a checkup on my bandages, I suddenly noticed that the sky was turning dark, thick puff of rain clouds were all over the campus.. I decided to stroll at the SC, hoping to find some luck in any of the stores.. I thought that maybe i can have a snack again ^^ .. Suddenly, the rooftop was makin noise already.. there was splashing of water, and the wind was blowing hard outside. It was already raining cats and dogs. I began to tremble and created a dilemma if ill just wait for the rain to calm, or to buy a new umbrella or maybe a jacket coz i lost my last precious umbrella in a taxicab… omg. I waz walkin back and forth in front of the famous UP Maroon shirt shop… and there was this lady that came in and purchased an umbrella.. Finally…after about 10-15 minutes of confusion, I decided to buy one too. Well, afterwards I didn’t think of using the nearest exit of SC, so i decided to take another route which is the long one just to hitch in a UP IKOT jeepney. My, I look so weird indeed.. but I follow my instincts coz actually, i felt that there was somethin that’s gonna happen that day.. And there i was, sittin in the front seat of the jeeepneyr, goin corners and over humps, I began to noticed the girl at my back.. she was seated right at the back nearest to the entrance of the jeepney. She was readin a pocketbook… And i began to remember that she was my classmate in the class where i was goin… I noticed that she doesnt have an umbrella…But still, the rain hadn’t stop yet.. The jeepney hailed at a lightpost and both of us left the jeepney. I unfolded my umbrella, pretending that I did not see her, but after a crossroad, I began to smile at her, askin her why she enjoys being under the rain..while coverin her already my umbrella.. and she just answered that her poise would only be ruined if she dashed towards the building.. she then asks if she’s my classmate, (it is actually weird, coz im sitted right in front of her) and of course i said yes.. oh well.. what i can only say is.. she’s cute, nice, ^_^ simple but elegant.. but, I’m still waitin for the right time to ask her for my ballpen that she borrowed in a previous exam.. LMAO ..why im inspired? well, the after-effect was still in my mind.. i dunno why.. I felt like crazy ..well..im just wishin that our paths might cross again at a crossroad ^_^

Buy an umbrella, meet a friend.

…Surge

whoah… finally, everything’s over… it’s very painful, though as you can see here..i can still type. LOL.. nothin can stop me from doing this.. of course as long as i still have my fingers complete and functional as well.. ^_^ … Gosh, i still have lotsa stuff to do.. omg, i cant even imagine a life having this stuff on my body.. i cant even swing my arm in 360… golly.. i still have a database to do.. and a term paper to follow… ouch.. it still hurts.. well, actually, im tryin “Soujiro Seta’s smile” .. some sort of smirkin and smilin while experiencin pain and fear inside. Only in this way one could overcome pain and sufferring, by smiling, laughter or in simply by sleeping. I wish i could turn back the hands of time, and see why these things were happening to me.. what the cause of this health problems whatsoever. I wish i can still attain the right average… oh my.. i think im feelin like hell.. I can hardly wish that I should’ve been a robot, no emotions… no sufferrings.. or some sort of a cyborg… But that’s way too far, maybe in a century that would be possible in case the sun would already be depleting its hydrogen sources.. right now, im gonna leave… a little bit unwell.. no one to comfort me.. still out of roads again, dont know where to go.. Sigh.

Surge…

Hay..omg.. i cant even believe that i would be experiencin my first surgery! waaa! If only everything was just a dream! But well, at least my prof in my major gave us a bonus week of preparation.. even though I still feel a little bit handicapped because of my group and physical situation.. gheez.. But i was still grateful..coz my prof in my EL50 somehow approved my topic even though i have second thoughts runnin in my mind… A toxic kind of week passed.. it was definitely exhausting… i cant even believed that my KAS2 long test was that easy.. even though it is really hard to study junks of lecture notes, as well as the essay was long too..coz, imagine 6 items.. 10 points each.. and then.. x2 ! which meant that every item is worth 20 points..thus, what i did was what people used to think that longer essays have more chances of earning higher scores.. ^_^ though i really wish that my prof would be much of a considerate person.. Oh well, I’m so excited on what will happen in the last weeks of this month..OH HELL… i didnt even bothered to go to our yearbook launch. Who cares? I didnt even thought of buying that yearbook stuff… the only thing that i cared about or what matters to me.. was.. they shouldn’t post any of my copyrighted pictures.. coz.. obviously, that was one hell of an IPR violation! Nobody even informed me that they’re gonna use my pics in that GradBall Presentation.. WTF? Although they put my name in the credits.. it never made me forget those happenings.. oh my.. this is life.. full of sufferrings.. pain.. sorrow.. shit…

Shit happens.